Not really lamenting the fact that I am ending another year alone. Not being melodramatic when I say I'm broken. Just that I'm not quite working the way I used to. I have always been fine with being alone. There is a diference between being alone and being lonely. This is a small community, if I were truly lonely, there are several places where one can find other humans for social interaction. That isn't it. There is just something missing.
Now I am wondering ... if I lost a little bit of me somewhere along the way, can I still find that piece and glue myself back together?
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I love the notion that perhaps we can find the broken pieces and glue them back on. Unfortunately in my case, I shattered huge chunks of me into a million tiny bits...leaving no possible help for a Glue job.
Of course you can. All you need is the motivation to over come the inertia that has you held in place
T:
I picture you as having been broken and broken and taping yourself together over the years, but the adhesive on tape only lasts so long.
I could probably do with some crazy glue.
KW:
You know... I was reading a post of yours a while back and thought to myself... this should be enough to inspire me to do anything. Yes, motivation is key. My noggin needs a nudge.
Yea SG, you're right ..the bits and pieces of tape only go so far. I finally had to realize I couldn't fix me on my own...I had to seek, find then bring in the "big Guns"...only HE could finally put me back together again. And surprisingly, to me anyway...he did!
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