Greetings from Spockgirl Musings, where logic rules, but the frailties of
human nature, genetic inadequacies and hormonal imbalances wreak havoc.

Summer...

Summer...

Thursday, July 21, 2016

Well, well, well...

He's back...

(I guess the universe agreed that I needed more... )

I couldn't agree more...


Hadn't looked at horoscopes online for quite some time, but went agoogling and clicked a few things. I cracked open a fortune cookie and woke up the Chinese Fortune Dragon, the latter of which revealed "A book tightly shut is but a block of paper."

Sunday, July 17, 2016

In need of a distraction...


Heard of the game, but this looks good...  and yet another, but questionable ...

Not so sure about another sequel...

Oh... and... this one I can't wait for...
 
I had posted about it before... and now even more.

The epic silence...

I sit quietly in the darkness and I become one with the nothing that surrounds me. I breathe in the silence and become a shadow within the darkness. As I inhale the silence, the well of my soul fills with tears for all that I am not and for all that I will never be. I scream silently as I battle my demons for a future I cannot see.

Saturday, July 16, 2016

The Power of Positivity...

... the power of positive thinking...
 
You have a gift... You have a dream...
 
(insert Iceman's response to Maverick here)
 
There is no gift. There is no dream.
 

Wednesday, July 13, 2016

Little did I know...

... when I wrote the caption underneath the header for the blog six years ago... "Greetings from Spockgirl Musings, where logic rules, but the frailties of human nature, genetic inadequacies and hormonal imbalances wreak havoc.", how much insight I had into myself and how much truth and impact those words would hold in my future. This can be seen throughout what I have written, once again particularly evidenced by my most recent posts. I scared myself last week, and it had been a while since that had happened, more often in the past fueled by self-inflicted fatigue and sleepless nights. This time it was different. I struggled with the very real possibility that my mind may not recover and that there is no foreseeable future... or any future for that matter.

(Note: And yes, I see the humour in it all...)

Saturday, July 9, 2016

... with sadness.

I searched the void for any sign of life and have found my emptiness filled...

Friday, July 8, 2016

What do you do...

... when the universe sets in motion an elaborate plan to make you believe something which you always knew to be impossible, then quietly pulls the magic carpet out from beneath your feet, and you plummet back to the cold, dark reality of your non-existent life?
 

Tuesday, July 5, 2016

The nothings...

The moments of overwhelming sadness are back... I thought they were done. This was the first time that they almost bled through the daylight. I think my soul is being drained.

Tuesday, June 28, 2016

A thousand miles or so...

 
I had the great pleasure of meeting a fellow blogger in person for the first time this past weekend, after five and a half years. Thanks T1G for making a little detour.

Monday, June 27, 2016

Holy Mackerel...

Not really sure how this is possible. The two stat counters showed 3 or 4 pageviews, for the one blog visit. Rather cool though if it is a person and not a bot.


Sunday, June 26, 2016

Yessssssssss!

I don't care what anyone says...


Tuesday, May 10, 2016

From the magnificent to the ridiculous...


For some reason, earlier this evening, an actor, who as far as I can recall, I may have first seen in this movie, came to mind. I was thinking that there is no other quite like him. That was it. Then an hour or so later, this came up, which just seemed rather odd, timing-wise:

It's going to be really good or will suck, but either way, I think I'll like it.

Oh, and up next on the sidebar was this... Looks ridiculous, but get a load of that cast.

Sunday, May 8, 2016

Oh happy day...

... all you mothers...

Sunday, April 10, 2016

Shhhhhhh...

"A hot dog is singing. You need quiet while a hot dog is singing?"

(Movie in comments.)