Yes... I have been in a funk of sorts ... as of late... again. In personal correspondence I have referred to these funks as ... "crapfests", so since it is rather obvious, I figure I might as well share that tidbit of terminology here as well. No explanation is really needed. It is as it sounds. Anyways... I have mentioned before on the blog that I am not one of those Shiny Happy People. However, that is not to say that I walk around all day in a dark cloud, but ... I do have the occasional bad day. And... just because I do not want to wake up in the morning, does not mean that I am not a morning person. In being in bed, I wish to stay there, but once I am out of it, I am good to go... sort of. I don't need coffee or much else to get "up", I just need to put my mind in the right place... which is where I have been struggling for the past year and a bit. To get up, to get going, to get out has been somewhat of a ... mental chore. Not sleeping had been a huge issue before, but that has at least improved for the most part. The other big thing is that I have to figure out what I am going to do now, but like two months ago.
Wednesday, July 6, 2011
Shiny Happy People
Yes... I have been in a funk of sorts ... as of late... again. In personal correspondence I have referred to these funks as ... "crapfests", so since it is rather obvious, I figure I might as well share that tidbit of terminology here as well. No explanation is really needed. It is as it sounds. Anyways... I have mentioned before on the blog that I am not one of those Shiny Happy People. However, that is not to say that I walk around all day in a dark cloud, but ... I do have the occasional bad day. And... just because I do not want to wake up in the morning, does not mean that I am not a morning person. In being in bed, I wish to stay there, but once I am out of it, I am good to go... sort of. I don't need coffee or much else to get "up", I just need to put my mind in the right place... which is where I have been struggling for the past year and a bit. To get up, to get going, to get out has been somewhat of a ... mental chore. Not sleeping had been a huge issue before, but that has at least improved for the most part. The other big thing is that I have to figure out what I am going to do now, but like two months ago.
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Well, if you stand in the place where you live, the paradoxes of your future can make you lose your religion.
Huh? =)
Dave:
So... if I have no religion...
Huh?
If I have no religion, the paradoxes of my future can make me lose nothing because they do not exist where I stand living in the present.
KW:
Exactly!
"Shiny Happy People," "Stand," and "Losing My Religion."
R.E.M.
Sheesh!
Dave:
There is a glitch in my R.A.M. so R.E.M. didn't even factor into your comment. And for some reason I associated Shiny Happy People with the B52s.
And... dude... I can never tell with your comments.
Duly noted. I'll work on it.
Dave:
But it is part of who you are.
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