Still...

lacking in the thought, word and living of life departments. Still lost. Still broken. And lately, I have found myself floating again. And by floating, I don't mean the happy, cloud nine type floating.  It is more like walking around in a gray cloud... literally. No thoughts, no wants, no desires, no dreams... nothing. I can't even focus enough to play Tetris or do Sudoku. I have been able to get three, maybe even four hours of straight sleep in, but I find I'm starting to wear thin. I look tired, I look old. I feel old.