Thank you...

(via Facebook)

Merry

Christmas

"Chamomile was out of the question"

 

Saw this posted on Facebook. It cracked me up...  But I usually like to find another source, so from the material I picked out two key words not commonly used on a day to day basis, and my Googlefu gave me this at the top of the page.

 

Go ahead... take a guess... Which two words did I type into Google?

I did what?

The past month or so, the last dreams before waking have been more like personal life current affairs rather than the usual symbolic or metaphoric or whatever they are called. I never used to have real life type dreams before this year and the last. The interesting thing that I noticed is that the personal life dreams have all reflected my inadequacies in life at this time. This morning however, was not like that. It seemed to be real life, real time, but with a different character added, and not "here"  where I live. The strange thing though? I laughed in the dream. I have never laughed in a dream before.

 

"I love the smell of chicken in the morning,"

 

I said that in the dream. It cracked me up. (Movie reference.) We were laughing and then I said something else and we cracked up more. I woke up.

 

I didn't wake up laughing or smiling or feeling uplifted, but considering where my head was last night, that's pretty damn fine.

Heavy and empty...

 

Thirteen years ago today, I ended the day for the first time without my mom in my life. This year, this week, now, I seem to feel both heavy and empty. I've always had my Christmas lights up outside by now, but not this year for some reason. I just don't know.